Busy mind means no sleep and a cranky Mum.
We started back at school on Tuesday and it's been full on ever since. Miss A has 2 new teachers and that meant one teacher on Tuesday and another on Wednesday. The adjustment hasn't gone well yet. Mr J hasn't been too worried about going back to school which is one blessing. In the meantime I have been trying to tick some big things off on my list. Federal funding for Miss A through Better Start, who never return phone calls. Organising respite through her therapy provider, looking forward to getting this. Test results for Miss L from her genetic testing...you get the idea.
The problem being I'm back to my old habit of thinking things through at night. I lay down when the house is quite and my mind goes mad. I will often slip into daydreams and find myself having horrible nightmares about what could happen to my kids. It affects me when awake too, I wake up grumpy and upset. Lingering feelings over the drama from the night before.
So at the moment I'm not in the best head space but I'm working on improving it....
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