Reflections

12 months ago:
I had spoken to my Mum about my childhood abuse
Miss L had stopped gaining weight and her development was static
Mr J had finished his first year of school
9 months ago:
My Mum had refused to see me anymore
Miss L was at her sickest and about to be hospitalised
Miss A was starting pre kindy and was getting diagnosed for sensory issues
Mr J was starting full time school
6 months ago:
Miss L had turned one and we were starting her diagnosis
Mr J was very distracted and upset at school
Miss L was on a feeding tube
Miss A was having major sleep and behavioural issues
We were slowly starting to move out of our financial black hole
3 months ago
Mr J was tested at school and was average for language but in the 94% for maths
Miss L was crawling and eating
Miss A was starting to have severe meltdowns and was very tired

As 2012 comes to an end we as a family have faced our toughest times.
My marriage has been tested and come out stronger.
My friendships have been lost and I have gained stronger, newer ones.
My babies have always been my focus but this year they became my all.
I was faced with losing my child and I still hold that in my heart and mind.
I have lost most of my immediate family and have healed over that. In its place are new friends and new support.

I have learnt so many lessons this year and even if next year is just as rough I will come through it.

For 2013 I have very few thoughts or wishes....I am living in the moment. No resolutions to break, no promises to make.

I would love for you to continue reading the blog and spreading the word.

Happy New Year!