A good headspace

After waiting nearly 5 weeks I finally got some time to myself. I said to Andrew I want to be in my own space. In my house on my own. To sleep without anyone waking me up. So considering he goes back to work on Thursday I didn't think it would happen. Today it did!
This last week Mr J has had swimming lessons at 8:45am everyday. We have had 1 or 2 things on each and every day. So by Friday I was exhausted and falling asleep by early afternoon. So Andrew said do you want tomorrow by yourself?
Yes please!
I slept in and he kept the kids out of my room. Then they went out for a few hours and I had peace. Silence. Time alone.
I feel so much better now. I really do not get enough time alone, ever. Even if I go to my room the kids follow me, they sneak in. Even Andrew comes in...just to check on me. So today was a big deal in such a way that I didn't realise it until I had it.
Tuesday I am off for a facial for the first time in nearly 2 years. I can't even remember the last one. Taking some little steps to be in my own headspace.