Monday, September 17, 2012

No longer my friend

No longer my friend are you?
I wait all day for you and it's never as good as it used to be.
I used to so look forward to you.
It can be said that's it pointless to even see you now.

You see I'm a Mother. My kids come first. So even though I used to say how much I looked forward to you I have now changed my mind.....

Bye, bye night time.
 
I used to wait for night, when babies went to sleep and I had time alone. Time to relax and be "me".
Night used to mean sleep and relaxation. Now it means getting up and down with Miss A. :(
 
Sleep has been a problem for the last few months and if I could graph it it would look like mountains. some times are good and some are really bad!
Most days I manage through thanks to my body getting used to it and these:

 
Not exactly a healthy eating plan to live on coffee and Coke but if it gets me to the end of the day then I've done well!
 
Last night I was in and out of bed every few minutes until midnight as Miss A is coming down with a cold and would wake upset every time. She would snuggle in my bed then want to go back to hers.
 
Oh how I miss hopping in bed and just sleeping....
 
                                             Miss A half asleep but not giving up yet.
 
 

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