Standing on the wrong side...

Today I got some shocking news that I can't yet share but it has to do with this:
http://itsthelittlethingss.blogspot.com.au/2012/08/battling-my-demons.html
and with this:
http://itsthelittlethingss.blogspot.com.au/2012/10/an-open-letter.html

As it concerns legal and police matters I have to wait and speak to people before telling my story. The most disheartening part of it all was knowing that my Mum is standing on the wrong side. She is supporting the wrong person and didn't even think to tell me the news. I had to hear it through a random source.

I completely fell apart and had to call Andrew home from school. My girlfriend who lives close was my next call. I could barely put 2 words together but remember saying "I can't be alone".

There have been a few times over the past 2 years where I have fallen in a heap.....but I always get up, sort the shit out and move on. I can't control the actions of others, I can only be responsible for myself.

So from here I have to, yet again, wait and see.

While doing that though I am grateful for a strong loving husband who didn't sign on to deal with this shit. For family who now know the truth and who are supporting me and for friends who just need to hear one word and they come running. Noone can take that away from me!


http://thewakeupcallradioshow.com/show-links-for-332012/ from this page....